Dear Readers,
Its me again........I added a media player of some songs that I like, Im saying as an army wife,I would scroll down the list and listen to The Military Wife. I love it.........there are some more good ones.If you would like to see the video go to: YouTube and type in: The Military Wife By Soldier Hard.... Not a long blog, just some info and I warn you if you listen more than likely you will cry. Support us is good too. Peace , Love , and Happiness
Sunday, July 18, 2010
DAY TWO: WORKING MY ASS OFF
Dear Readers,
Today has been busy, I started to add poems, qoutes,and info on military sites. To those who read if you would like your site added let me know.I originally posted them as blogs and then I decide to take a different route.So they are for everyone to read,I did not write them just passing them on.So tired today, had an issue yesterday. My daughter(lets call her Squirt after the baby turtle on NEMO) decided that yesterday sounded like a good day to stab herself in the eye with a screw driver......I KNOW.....So anyways took her to the E.R. and they put dye in her eye....It was COOL....her eye was orange, then they took a black light and you could see it glow....COOL...yes, she stabbed it just about this long (......). So for now she has to put antibiotics in 4x a day for 7 days.So needless to say for future refences hide all your screwdrivers....*wink wink*. She thinks now she is the shit....everytime I turn around its "Oh Mommy I need to put my drops in!" I swear this kid is more OCD than I am.But anyways got to talk to the hubs today and hour and a half. Needless to say same shit just different day in Iraq. If there is one thing you readers should remember from my post, one little bit of info......when your hubs deploys your never alone you always have me.....For I am writing of my distress of everyday deployment life.I will pass on to every future army wife or for that matter, every military wife...remember to stop and smell the roses.Deployment is hard I cant suger coat it for you,I wouldnt even imagine wishing it upon you.I sit here day in and day out in my same state of mind.....hes gone and there is that chance that he wont come back and than that is something Im gonna have to live with.I question myself daily on what I would tell my children or how I would explain that their father is gone.....Is never gonna be here anymore.Then I ask myself why I chose this life and all I can come up with is I didnt choose this life it chose me.For I married a man for who he is not what he does.I will keep writing for as long as the lord above shall give me time to write, but I will tell you these blogs are written from the heart and written in tears.For they are all my heart and soul combined. Some days I just walk like Im a zombie in another time not knowing the date or for that matter the time.Being a army wife, is a job that unexplainable, its heartwrenching, its bitter sadness. But as an army wife we must just keep moving on, like I posted yesterday every day passes without fail....I know it seems to go on forever but I promise it shall end.....just believe that it will...with every beginning there is always an end......I know that for most of us who cant seem to find enough to keep us busy,days seem like weeks,weeks seem like months,months seem like years.But in time you will see the one you love, he shall return to you...hopefully in the same package he left in ...But like I told you before Im not here to sugar coat it some will lose the one we love...Its destiny we cant change that. But always remember they may have left us in a touch and feel kind of state,but that they are always in our hearts. For when you marry someone you always hold a piece of their heart. That no one can take from you. I know as an army wife times are hard , hard doesnt even begin to explain it...We lay our head down at night in an empty bed, where so much love was made......you have to believe even though half the heart is gone the love is still there. Before you go to bed tonight think of your soldier and just pray....pray that he is returned to you safely. For those of you, if any that are not a military spouse just pray that our soldiers make it home safely. I beleive this blog has come to an end......But I hope you pass this on to all your friends.Please leave comments so I know im not alone. Peace, Love, and Happiness
Today has been busy, I started to add poems, qoutes,and info on military sites. To those who read if you would like your site added let me know.I originally posted them as blogs and then I decide to take a different route.So they are for everyone to read,I did not write them just passing them on.So tired today, had an issue yesterday. My daughter(lets call her Squirt after the baby turtle on NEMO) decided that yesterday sounded like a good day to stab herself in the eye with a screw driver......I KNOW.....So anyways took her to the E.R. and they put dye in her eye....It was COOL....her eye was orange, then they took a black light and you could see it glow....COOL...yes, she stabbed it just about this long (......). So for now she has to put antibiotics in 4x a day for 7 days.So needless to say for future refences hide all your screwdrivers....*wink wink*. She thinks now she is the shit....everytime I turn around its "Oh Mommy I need to put my drops in!" I swear this kid is more OCD than I am.But anyways got to talk to the hubs today and hour and a half. Needless to say same shit just different day in Iraq. If there is one thing you readers should remember from my post, one little bit of info......when your hubs deploys your never alone you always have me.....For I am writing of my distress of everyday deployment life.I will pass on to every future army wife or for that matter, every military wife...remember to stop and smell the roses.Deployment is hard I cant suger coat it for you,I wouldnt even imagine wishing it upon you.I sit here day in and day out in my same state of mind.....hes gone and there is that chance that he wont come back and than that is something Im gonna have to live with.I question myself daily on what I would tell my children or how I would explain that their father is gone.....Is never gonna be here anymore.Then I ask myself why I chose this life and all I can come up with is I didnt choose this life it chose me.For I married a man for who he is not what he does.I will keep writing for as long as the lord above shall give me time to write, but I will tell you these blogs are written from the heart and written in tears.For they are all my heart and soul combined. Some days I just walk like Im a zombie in another time not knowing the date or for that matter the time.Being a army wife, is a job that unexplainable, its heartwrenching, its bitter sadness. But as an army wife we must just keep moving on, like I posted yesterday every day passes without fail....I know it seems to go on forever but I promise it shall end.....just believe that it will...with every beginning there is always an end......I know that for most of us who cant seem to find enough to keep us busy,days seem like weeks,weeks seem like months,months seem like years.But in time you will see the one you love, he shall return to you...hopefully in the same package he left in ...But like I told you before Im not here to sugar coat it some will lose the one we love...Its destiny we cant change that. But always remember they may have left us in a touch and feel kind of state,but that they are always in our hearts. For when you marry someone you always hold a piece of their heart. That no one can take from you. I know as an army wife times are hard , hard doesnt even begin to explain it...We lay our head down at night in an empty bed, where so much love was made......you have to believe even though half the heart is gone the love is still there. Before you go to bed tonight think of your soldier and just pray....pray that he is returned to you safely. For those of you, if any that are not a military spouse just pray that our soldiers make it home safely. I beleive this blog has come to an end......But I hope you pass this on to all your friends.Please leave comments so I know im not alone. Peace, Love, and Happiness
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