OK Readers here goes.....this day have been a rather slow one i didn't get up till 12:20pm.Had a long day yesterday, got to meet a friend....well a friend with possible benefits..and before you go to gasp it is a girl. I will not tell her name for privacy but lets call her....craigslist girl.She was more amazing than I could ever imagine.She was both enticing yet intriguing.....We went swimming at her house and the kids loved it.Ive never had much of an life I got pregnant at 16 turned 17 JR. in high school and had a baby.My daughter is now 5yrs old......where did the time go? She will be starting Kindergarten this year and I'm a lil upset....my baby is growing up.She is so smart now and she hardly ever needs me and always... I mean always wants make up on.So back to my story I'm still experiencing things that I have never done. I have been with my husband working on 7yrs but we have only been married for one.As my profile says I'm an army wife.I cant complain except for the fact that hes never here.Ive found in the time that Ive been an army wife that there is but one truth about it that every army wife discovers in time,"THE ARMY IS MY HUSBANDS MISTRESS,AND THAT BITCH HAS HIM MORE THAN I DO!". I miss my husband dearly,some days I wonder if I'm going to make it to the next.But as every army wife discovers in our journey in life that each day passes with out fail. A lot of us wonder as our spouses are deployed will they ever return home?....Or will we get that dreadful knock at our doors to announce of our soldiers death..just thinking about it gives me the chills.Yet we know that flag they put their life on the line for will also blanket them in death. The thought of that brings me to tears....I wonder if my spouse will have the glory of dying for his country? All I want is for our soldiers to come home safely.In this blog I shall mention where I am stationed as it appears to be the only support to have at the moment.I am a lovely resident of Hinesville, GA. I live off post but we are currently at Fort Stewart. I miss my husband.....and I cant express that enough.We talk everyday,but talking isn't the same as seeing, as living with , and as actually being with him when some times I need him the most...As I mentioned in my profile I have severe depression and an anxiety disorder. So I cant promise Ill write everyday, but I'll do my best to try. Some days when times are rough you might get two post it just depends on the day.Alright I guess this is the end for today. Peace Love and Happiness
